Suffering

 

When Suffering is there..

How it is easy to express it...

Beleiving that when it will not be there anymore...

One will be freed from it...

 

And without noticing it...

Here it comes back at top speed...

Even if it deceives us...

And that it is too much...

 

Is it because we care of it too much...

That it comes back stronger?...

By where does it return?...

Where does it has found a door?...

 

Suffering and Silence...

Get on badly together...

And if one think of it...

It maintains us in odd marshes...

 

Facetious, irresistibly it attracks us...

Even if one beleives not to like it...

And that goes without saying....

It is difficult not to look at it anymore...

 

If in its games, it trappes us...

It is that in us, it has taken too much place...

That nothing resounds...

Of Love and its Grâce....

 

It has, we believe, the need to tell itself...

And one does not know how to free from it...

Even if it does not make us laugh...

How to get rid of it?...

 

The solution is too simple...

No longer to look at it...

And breathing with Love...

 

If that makes it yell loudly...

It ends up to stop...

And in its games it cannot trap us anymore...

 

Suffering is forgotten...

And if it shows its face...

It cannot handle us anymore...

 

The look is elsewhere...

The whole body is sucked...

Towards why it is born...

 

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"1. I speak to you about the « psychological » suffering, which certainly has repercussions on the body, which can also register physical sufferings. This suffering is always the result of an insufficiency. This insufficiency is not a void, but a weight. Everyone has noticed this in ones life. When one misses a beloved being, one does not feel light, but heavy, oppressed. In fact, the suffering which is registered by the body and the spirit is the reaction to something lacking. Then it is a question of always knowing « which weight it is » that one could not bear to carry? That will determine the choices of life and action. These choices will appear very naturally for the reason that it is useless to be masochistic. Why give yourself displeasure while it seems so natural and obvious to give yourself pleasure. People who use the techniques of the Direct Way remind me moreover very often that I say that this Way develops itself through relaxation and not through suffering and coercion.

Such is the relationship between insufficiency and suffering. It is a constant energetic mechanism. Not any judgement of value. The person REALLY suffers and it is a physical truth." Walking 23

 

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"Then she pointed out to him what the young White said to them about suffering.


- Do you remember what He said on the suffering?

- Yes, he says… That the suffering is always related to a lack.

- Whereas what do you miss so that your suffering is there now?

- Him… I miss him. I have the feeling to be lost without him. I do not have anymore any support for my action.

- Then that wants to say that you used him as a security force… only that… she says gently because she did not want to upset even more the space with her disappointment…


He mistook on her silence which was prolonged and he says, him also gently:


- It was for me as The One who is on the way very far in front of me and who can guide me.

- Oh! … But there is no way! … she says with force in her astonishment to hear that in the mouth of Tong… You has not hear what he always said « all is spatial… Also there is neither beginning nor end… There are no beginners and no advanced… There is only the moment of the present and your possibilities of making it vibrate! »… do you remember that my friend?


She looked so unhappy to say that! … Tong saw water in her eyes.


- I understand that, he says… I understand it with my brain and my intelligence… I also understand it with my heart! … but my body is unable not to feel alone, abandoned.

- And what is in action in the reflex of the everyday life it is the intelligence of your body… as He always said it… she says sadly.

… then I cannot do something for you, my friend…

… as long as this lack there will remain in you, you will have the suffering like partner.

- But I want you to be my partner! howled almost the long monk full with pains increased by hearing the young woman speak like that.


She looked at him in the deepest of his eyes. He felt the penetration of the gleam of her eyes to her in his eyes, and he heard these words which entered him to turn in his belly and tortured him.


- I am not the Partner of the Suffering!


« I am the Partner of the Life that you show us, my Angel ». That was these words which slipped in silence into her heart but the long monk did not hear them."

Tiger Man 41